Perhaps today

This is the last day of 2017.  One year ends and another begins in just a few hours.  We celebrate the end of one year and welcome the new, but isn't it just another day?

New years resolutions will be made and quickly broken.  Diets started and abandoned. Promises made and broken.  But aren't we simply talking about today?

The real focus at the end of a year, at the end of each day is this- perhaps today the Lord will return.  

Am I living in such a way that I welcome his soon return or dread it?  Am I loving others as he asked me or using them? If today was the last day how would others celebrate my life or welcome my death?  

Perhaps today is your last.  Perhaps today the Lord will return.  Perhaps today the world will end.  I'm not being fatalistic, I'm simply inviting a proper response to the God who will come to judge the living and the dead.

Perhaps today.  Whatever the new year, the next day holds am I living in such a way that pleases my Father?  That's the only question that matters.

Changes

Life is full of changes.  Daily we deal with new things that we each have to adjust to.  One old sage said, "the only thing that never changes is change."  It's a funny saying, but profound.

For me change has happened a lot in the last year.  We have sold our home and moved into a much smaller apartment.  It seems it was time for this change.

We gave away a lot of our possessions as we downsized and felt lighter for the task.  It was cleansing, the release of a weight to rid our lives of so many things.  Now our lives fit into three rooms.  We have found great joy in the simplicity of living with little.

I am also finding a change in what I have been doing.  I've left the pastoral work and after a time of searching found a wonderful company where I serve as a hospice chaplain.  It's a great fit for my gifts.  Now, on a daily basis, I'm dealing with real changes in the lives of others as they pass from this life to the next.

Now change is part of every moment of my life.  

I'm aware, more than I ever have been, of how loosely we must hold this life.  We are only here for moments and then life is over.  As I meet with those finishing life and visit with the ones they leave behind I'm brought face to face with our mortality.  Life is short!

And that reality changes something else for me.  It makes me look at my life differently.  My goals don't really matter.  My dreams are all just illusions. My accomplishments, whatever they may be, add up to little.  All that really matters in the end is this-  do you know the one who made you?

In a life full of change I'm discovering how important it is to have one thing, one person who never changes and that's the Lord of creation.  As the world changes around me with a speed that takes my breath away I can look to one who never changes and find my center, my hope, my "true north" and stabilize my chaos.

Changes are part of life.  In the midst of the changes all around me I am more keenly aware of my wonderful and faithful God who never changes.

Present

Today I prayed with a man dying of cancer.  

He has come home, in his last days.  

He was asleep on a bed that had been brought into the living room.  

He and his family love the Lord and have lived out their faith for years.  

Today, as his son in law and I prayed for him I gently put my hand on his leg.  When each of us had prayed our "patient" took his turn and prayed.  He was "all there" even though we assumed he was asleep.  He finished our little threesome with an amen.  

I couldn't help smiling.

He was fully present, even in his pain, in his last days and he didn't miss a chance to pray to his wonderful God.

Christmas

It's Christmas morning

The sun is just creeping over the horizon

I've been up for hours

reading

thinking

praying

wondering

How great is this love

we celebrate today

that God would

give his son for us

How amazing it is

that he would love us

to such a sacrifice

Sadly I take it too lightly

at times

I celebrate the day

with family

friends

food 

and gifts

But I forget

the love

that should

overwhelm me

with joy

amazement

and worship

How amazing is the God

who loved us so much

I wonder if I will ever

really understand

how great his love really is

Revelation Day

There is a day in history that tells us more than any other.  It's a day that reveals how God feels about us. A day when he shows us what he is willing to do to fix our dilemma.  It's a day when we see, really for the first time, how magnificent the love of God really is!

We call it Christmas, Jesus' birthday, but it's really revelation day- the day when God reveals the great depth of his love for us. How much he really cares...and his love is much more than we could have ever imagined!

So, I want to wish you a very merry and special Christmas...or as it should be called...Revelation Day.

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whosover believes in him will never perish but will have everlasting life."  John 3:16

My Servant

One of the great compliments of scripture for any man or woman is when God calls them, "my servant."  It's a rare title, few have earned it, but it's one of highest praise by God.

My servant.  It seems so contrary to the goals of our culture, our world.  Both elements of it go against our pride and independence.  

My- I'm "owned" by someone, I am accountable to someone, report to them and respond to them.  I belong. I have an authority I say "yes" to. 

Servant- It's a title and role we rebel against because it's the lowest, most unknown role.  It kicks against our pride and desire for fame and success.  It means being unknown and being ok with that.  It means I aspire for only one thing....

....pleasing my master.

But God takes great pride in announcing a man or woman who has become "my servant."  We look for titles of power and prominence, but God looks for servants.

With a bowl and towel Jesus showed us what this looked like and invites us, rather commands us, to follow his example.  

I'm on that odyssey now...the odyssey of being no one, being nothing but a servant.  It is assaulting my pride, my ego and my sense of what success looks like, but....

....if I can be called by God "my servant" I will be thrilled!

Thirsty people

Whoever brings blessing will be enriched,

and one who waters will himself be watered.

Proverbs 11

All around you are thirsty people

thirsty for attention

thirsty for encouragement

thirsty for approval

thirsty for friendship

All around you are thirsty people

you can water them with a word

a smile

a listening ear

a pat on the back

a hug

All around you are thirsty people

starving for a little water

water you can give

it's so easy

and

it will revive a weary soul

Yours

Finding a place to stand in the earthquake

"The Lord is exalted, for he dwells on high; he will fill Zion with justice and righteousness, and he will be the stability of your times, abundance of salvation, wisdom, and knowledge; the fear of the Lord is Zion's treasure."

Isaiah 33:5-6

As I read those words this morning one portion stopped me, caught my attention and made me read it over and over again...."he will be the stibility of your times."

We live in a world shaking with people looking for stability.  Many look for it in wealth. If I have enough money I will be safe.  

Others look for it in their job.  If I can secure my position I will find stability, safety.

I could go on, but I'm sure you get the idea.  We are looking for stability in things, position, wealth, and a hundred other things....

...but God tells me HE will be the stability of my times.  He is the one foundation that will not shake.  In him alone can I find ground that will not make me fearful.

Looking for a bit of stability in these troubled times?  It's not in things or people, but in God alone.  He will be your stability and he never changes.

Lord, today I come to you and trust you to be my stability. I cannot find it anywhere else and so I come and rest in you.  The one who offers to be my stability in these troubled days.  Even in the earthquake of these days I can stand firm in you.  Thank you.  

Eternal things

The only eternal things

you will ever encounter

in your life

are the people

you meet

each day

Everything else

will

rot

or

rust

or

fade

Only people

will last forever

Focus your life

on the eternal things

Use the things

that will fade

but never

ever make

things

the main

thing

Here is the conclusion...

As a young man 

I remember the words

that impacted me

Significance

Impact

Legacy

Make a difference

But as I age

as I near the end

of this grand race of life

I'm reminded

of words from scripture,

"Why, you do not even know 

what will happen tomorrow

What is your life? 

You are a mist, a vapor

 that appears for a little while 

and then vanishes."

And now I begin to see

that scripture is right

I've made very little impact

done nothing significant

and leave no real legacy

My life

like every other

is just a vapor

a mist

that disappears

when the sun rises

More clearly than ever

I realize that 

Solomon had it right

as he closed his final book

and wrote,

"Now all has been heard;
    here is the conclusion of the matter:
Fear God and keep his commandments,
    for this is the duty of all mankind.

For God will bring every deed into judgment,

 including every hidden thing,

whether it is good or evil."